DrPantz: And I have been sober for a few months now, and that's fucking me up too ;p (12:18pm)
DrPantz: And then I ahve been digesting different forms of information and hearing things, and then I remember older dreams of mine that tie into this information, and that's revelatory as well. (12:19pm)
DrPantz: I am just trying to roll with it, and exercise controlled folly, but it has been taking its toll on my sanity. (12:20pm)
DrPantz: All of this out in the open insanity, it's terrible... and impotence in effecting any meaningful change. (12:20pm)
DrPantz: I don't know if it was a blessing or a curse but I read The Franklin Coverup - and that connected a lot of dots for me. (12:21pm)
DrPantz: But it's a rough one to read, it's not for the faint of heart to say the least. (12:22pm)
DrPantz: So I don't know, the gods have never answered any people's pleas in the past, so why would they now? We are on our own and evil is clearly in control of ALL things. (12:22pm)